A month and 10 days... is wayyyy too early for this shit...

So... today, while trying to put a smile on a certain someone's face. I was bombarded in each and every store i went it, with isles and isles of the sappy red hearts, boxes of chcolate, and other tradiontal V. day items. However, today is January 4th, do I really need to be reminded of what a sucky V. day this is goinig to be this early in the year? I mean, seriously, how can anyone try to start of the new year right, when all this shit is being thrown in your face this early in the year. Normally, I'm not this pessimystic about V. day. But, normally i've had someone to share it with. However, it would now be inapropirate for me to share it with the person i had wanted to share it with. Such is life.

So, I was at work on monday, John and Gale, a couple I work with, and normally eat lunch with, pretty much every day. So anyway, John makes a comment, how nice and shiney Gales shoes look. Because, she was going to throw them out, and get news ones, cuz they were getting old looking. So, John, being the good guy he is got out the boot shining kit, and made them like new for her. And, before I realized even what I was saying, I said, "Yeah, I used to do that for Jen, when she would come visit me at pitt." wow... obviously, I haven't gotten as far as I thought I have. What amazed me though, was how, unconciously I said it, how... it was like... just like.. oh yeah.. i did that for jen. Normally, now, i would refrain from that sort of talk. But, I guess it just goes to show, how the little things are forever with you, with any person that your with. I mean, that is nothing, i ever think about, it's not something, i would have EVER thought about, until john said he did that for gale. The heart is just an amazing thing.